A Pain of The Heart

A strong feeling took over me the last few weeks
I live in a town full of nothing but freaks
My life is changing, hitting some new peaks
Going to school, trying to fit with the geeks

Truth is, I hate living alone
I miss TDC and the #1 finger foam
I miss my family even though we talk on the phone
I miss my friends, certainly there is no place like home

Eman is weakened day in and day out
Sometimes I feel like yelling but I just cant shout
My heart is racing with beats that are so loud
I just cant fit with this crowd

You Gotta Love Egypt

Bismillah,

So as some of you know,I posted a post about my father going through asurgery today in Egypt. Alhamdulillah he made it to the hospital fine, the doctor was there, the nurses were ready, the room was all clean, the anesthetist was there…. and everything was in the clear alhamdulillah.

The doctor asked my dad to change his cloth and get ready, which he did. My mother is waiting outside with a few more relatives and she was making dua. As my dad laid down on his bed, the anesthetist started doing what he does best. Meanwhile the doctor was getting ready to go to work… and baaaaaaaaam….. the light went out…

At this time, my dad was asleep…. a little while after the light went out, it comes back up and so the doctors started working again. A few minutes later, the light goes off again… As the doctors wait for the light to come back up….. then my dad wakes up from his anesthesia and he figures out whats going on… and he walks outta of the room…. hahahaha

Please keep in mind that this is one of the best hospitals in Egypt as well as one of the best doctors…..

My father was not available for any comments (actually i haven’t been able to get through to him)

Make dua for my father please

Assalamu Alaykom,,

My father is going to undergo a surgery insha’Allah in the morning (Egypt time) … He stopped by Egypt after performing Hajj to visit family members.

He is currently accompanied by my mother as well as a few of his blood relatives.

Jazakom Allahu Khayran

Couldnt Resist.. Sorry

Some serious dodging skills .. mashaAllah LOLOLOL

Poem on Repentance

و كم من ليلة طالت أتتني

How many long nights passed by me

فلم أقدر على إستذكار علم

For I was unable to recollect knowledge

لأني كنت مشغولا بذنبي

Due to my preoccupation in misdeed

لقد أدركت بعد التوب أني

Indeed, I have discerned after repentance that I have

كثيرا ما قد عصيت ربي

Disobeyed my Lord greatly

و لكني بكل العزم ماض

However with firm determination

أحاول هجر معصيتي و ذنبي

I am trying to depart my disobeying and sinning

فيا رحمن يا ذالفضل أنعم

Oh! The most merciful, the one full of bounty, bestow your grace

على عبد فقير يرجو من

upon a poor slave who seeks (your) blessings

بمغفرة و أتبعها بعفو

forgive me, and supplement it with your grand pardon

و بالفردوس والجنات زدني

And raise me (by entering me) in paradise and al-firdous

(Written by: Abdullah Al-Hasan @ http://maqasid.wordpress.com/2007/08/14/poem-on-repentance/

Another Poet said:

أما تستحيين يا نفس

‘’O Self! Do you not feel ashamed (of Allah)?

أما آن لك أن تتوبي

Has not the time come for your repentance?

ألك طاقة بعذاب الله سبحانه

Do you have the ability to tolerate the punishment of Allah, the Most Glorified?

ألك حاجة بسخط الله سبحانه

Do you desire the Wrath of Allah, the Most Glorified?

PS. I looooooooooooooooooove Arabic Poetry … its amazing